Goodbye...

[looks to the statchue]
[smiles a bit, but tears flood her eyes]
[sighs]
"if i dont do it...someone will get hurt. i...i cant have that happen..."
[takes a deep breathe]
"if...if i say goodbye. they'll convince me not to. i know i must though."
[closes eyes]
[takes out a dagger, and cuts her finger a bit, so blood comes out]
[writes on the statchue with her blood."goodbye"]
[cries a bit]
"i...i have to...to"
[takes a deep breathe]
"stay-stay strong..."
[holds the dagger near her chest]


((OOC:wait...I wrote all dat? wowzers))

He sent sand to Swiss's hand that held the dagger, wrapping it around her wrist and pulling her hand away from her chest. He jumped down off the statue, landing softly infront of Swiss. He pulled her into a hug, the sand still locked around her hand. "Don't do it.."


((ooc: Lol XD))

"i...i h-have t-t-toooo...."she cried
[grabs a knife frok her back pocket with her other hand]
"I HAVE TO!!'
[she held it near her face]

He lifted his own hand and grabbed hers, keeping from harming her. "No you don't. You can stop this. We can stop this."

"THERES NOTHING I CAN DO ANYMORE!"
[she opened her mouth, ready to bite her tongue]

Feeling it was necessary for her safety, he leaned his face in and pressed his lips against hers.


((ooc: @_@))

[looks shocked a minute]
gaara...

He kept his lips to hers. 'Swiss, I'm not letting you kill yourself..'


((ooc: OH YEAH, this topic takes place AFTER he was brought back to life O_o))

((OoC: oki doo...uuuhhhhh. wait, when you wrote in italics up dere, can swiss hear dat?))

[tears start flooding her eyes, coming down harder than she had eve cried(which is unbeliveable seeing, swiss cries almost every day now. lol, shes going depressed!)]

((ooc: Lol no XD Italics are his thoughts now @_@ Unless Swiss is a mind reader LOL that would be cool XD))


He didn't move, becoming in some sort of trance.


((ooc: LOL))

[pulls away slowly]
"g-...gaara....?" she whispered, a bit confused.


((OoC:HEE))

He slowly opened his eyes and stared at Swiss, one hand still holding her wrist. He raised his free hand and wiped her tears away. "Swiss... I... don't want you to die.."

"gaara....i...i dont etheir...gaara. i really dont want to die. i really really...."
[looks away]
"i really dont..."

"Please explain why you were trying to comit suicide.." He asked, sadness placed clear on his face.

"because..."
[looks at him]
"its for...its for you, and neko, and kani...and everybody. i have to."

"Why for us?" He questioned. "Why would we want you to comit suicide?"

"BECAUSE!"
[starts spazming again]
"IF I STAY HERE ANY LONGER, ILL JUST END UP KILLING EVERYONE! EVERYDAY I WAKE UP WONDERING WHETHER ILL DIE OR NOT! ITS TO MUCH TO BEAR NOT KNOWING WHETHER YOUR GOING TO SURVIVE OR NOT!"
[starts breathing fast]
"DAMN IT! DAMN IT TO HELL!"
[falls on knees and starts to cut her arm]


((OoC: wow, swiss is going craaaaaaaaazy.))

He got to his knees too and grabbed her arm that was being cut, grabbing the sharp end of the knife with his other hand. Sand flew around his hand and the knife, his other hand having Swiss's blood sliding down it from the cuts she made on her arms. "Don't worry if I'm going to survive. I'm going to be fine. Swiss, you need to worry about your own health and safety!! I can help you! Don't automatically go to suicide, that shows weakness, and you are the farthest thing from it! Don't do it, Swiss!"

He stared at her. "Your better than that.."


((ooc: I see that O_O Lol))

((OoC: craaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaazi!))

"I H-H-HAVE TOOO..."
[starts crying so hard its hard to breathe]
[starts coughing]
[puts head to the ground]
"let me die gaara. let me. please..."

((ooc: LOL I know XD))


"I don't want you to die. And Neko, Kani and everyone else doesn't want you to die either." He said. "Please Swiss.. we need you.. your important to us.."

((OoC:hee hee heeeee))

"NO! DONT...DONT SAY THAT!!"
[grips gaaras arm(he was holding hers right? ya i think so anyway! lol)]
"DONT EVER SAY THAT AGAIN!!"
[starts crying again]

He stayed calm. "Why Swiss..? It is the truth.. should the truth not be told?"


((ooc: lol she spazmed XD))

((OoC: ohhhhhhh ya. BIG time.))

"ITS NOT THE TRUTH! ITS NOT!!"
[starts scareming]
"DONT TELL ME LIES GAARA! WHY?!?"

His exspression stayed the same. "Why would I lie?"

((ooc: Lol omg shes scaring me XD))

((OoC: i know. she kept her cool all those years, then snapped. AHAHAHHAH! you shoudlnt blame her! LOL, RAWR))
^sounds really lame, lol



"BEACUSE! BEACUSE..."
[is still breathing fast]
"FORGET ABOUT IT!!!"
[starts to run away]