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"I'm already in the most danger I could be.." He closed his eyes. "Swiss.. when I took the role of Kazekage, I made a vow to protect my village and those around me..." He opened his eyes again. "If your in danger, I want to be in danger with you.."

"w-well..."swiss looked down "i dont feel safe telling you here..."

He closed his eyes. "That's understandable..."

"i dont really think theres ANYWHERE safe..."swiss cried

*looks up from the top*

"What'd I do? I guess Swiss-chan wasn't lonly... Does she want me around? Maybe I should go ask her..."

*jumps down beside them*

*turns into an up-right*

"Swiss-chan? Do you like me, meow?"

[swiss looked at neko and stopped crying]
"OF...OF COARSE!!!"swiss said running to hug her

He watched them, staying silent as he did.

*smiles and hugs back*

"I thought so, meow! It's just so hard to figure out what people think about me, I wanted to make sure!"

[swiss turned to gaara]
"I LOVE YOU TO!"
[swiss hugs gaara]
[swiss suddenly realizes waht she said]
"uh...i..i mean..." swiss blushed

He looked a bit shocked, then he thought about it. "Love?"

[swiss pushed him away]
"no...no..." she looked away

His face turned blank as he thought about it. It turned angry when he thought about what his uncle told him when he was six. "Just like you said, I can't love you.. so, you can't love me.. no one can love me if my own mother couldn't.."

[swiss noticed gaara was angry, and thought it was cuz of her]
"im..im sorry...sorry..." swiss turned and started to walk away, crying a bit

He looked down. "If you think I'm mad at you, your wrong.."

*grabs Swiss and Gaara and hugs them together*

"You guys! I love both of you, meow! I can't believe you would think nobody loves you, Gaara-kun! And Swiss-chan, love is something everyone should have! I hope you guys love me as much as I love you!"

He looked at Neko. "Can you explain what it feels like so I can tell you if I have it or not..?"

[swiss looked to neko]
"i cant feel love...he told me..."

*laughs*

"Y'know, somebody once told me I couldn't love either, meow. That since I was nothing, it was impossible for me to have emotion. I believed that once, but I don't anymore!"

*looks at Swiss*

"Love is something no one can tell you to have or not have, it's just there."

*looks at Gaara*

"And everybody has it. Some people just don't know it.

*looks off into the distance*

"But that feeling, when you want to protect someone, or help someone, or even just talk with them. It all comes from love and nobody can take yours away."

"I wonder how I didn't end up like these two? I was mostly alone, with parshal abuses, I was excluded from the outside world... Then why am I not like them? Why do I try to make people happy, when for most of my life, I was never happy?"

He looked down. "I guess.. I'll just have to see for myself then.." He looked up, then back and forth between Swiss and Neko. "I'm sorry.."

"dont be..." swiss looked at him "im sorry..."

He looked at her, then looked away. "I have more of a reason to apologize than you do.. I've been such a bad..friend.."

"NO U HAVENT!" swiss looked at him seirously"your...your 1 of my best...."

He shook his head. "I have.." He looked down and sighed. "I know I've been a bad friend.."

"how...? why do...do you think that...?"

"Because.. I can't return the favour.." He stood strait and looked at her, crossing his arms. "I don't want you to get hurt, I have never been a kind of person who liked to spend their time with others. I like to be alone, after being alone for the longest time I always need to be away from others for most of the day.." He looked away and gave a small glare. "It seems as if my alone times are becoming shorter, this is most likely the reason why my sister has been feeding me medicine a lot more often.."