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Kat of the Desert Genin
Posts : 572 Join date : 2008-05-30 Age : 31 Location : Verifying Her Existence
| Subject: Re: Depression Sat Dec 06, 2008 1:50 pm | |
| Kat gasped in awe and tried to hide her happiness "Me...pure? Why do you think so?" She asked incredulously. She examined her memory bank, searching for some kind of action that she did that made her "pure" "I told Gaara and Raku basically the same that you told me, but I don't how something so tainted, referring to myself, could be even be considered pure. Aren't you afraid of me?" She asked quietly and solemnly. | |
| | | Neko Jinchuuriki
Posts : 2013 Join date : 2008-02-11 Location : Meow, litter box?
| Subject: Re: Depression Sat Dec 06, 2008 2:35 pm | |
| Neko almost laughed, still smiling. "If I was afraid of you, I'd be afraid of more then half my friends, meow!" She raised her hand to her face, looking at it. "And myself... We seem to be.. All the same. Each of us having our own dreams and opinions about everything. And I'm not just talking about the Jinchuuriki. I mean all of us."
She lowered her hand, still smiling. "What makes you pure is your guilt for killing. You didn't know any other way to express who you are. You just wanted to be the same as everyone else. But when it was clear you weren't, you resorted to a different strategy. That's part of who you are. What your dreams are and who you want to be. Meow," She exhaled, this time in pleasure. "You are not a monster for killing. What makes you pure is wanting to stop. To change. And the only thing holding you back is yourself.
"You are not Sabaku no Kat, demon of the desert. You are Sabaku no Kat, citizen of Sunagakure." | |
| | | Ichiyashago Shinikage
Posts : 594 Join date : 2008-10-10 Age : 34 Location : constantly moving
| Subject: Re: Depression Sat Dec 06, 2008 3:36 pm | |
| "Sabaku no Kat, a good friend" Ich adds with a smile | |
| | | Kat of the Desert Genin
Posts : 572 Join date : 2008-05-30 Age : 31 Location : Verifying Her Existence
| Subject: Re: Depression Sat Dec 06, 2008 10:12 pm | |
| ooc: You just made my poor neglected character so happy, LOL x3
Kat couldn't believe it, someone was finally accepting her for who she was and wasn't...frightened of her?! She couldn't believe it, but it was a nice feeling, to not have someone afraid of you. "Perhaps if the world was more like you two, maybe it wouldn't be such a bad place...and, I am eternally in your debt. I owe you my life and I will do my best...to protect those precious to me."
She thought for a moment "I used to...exist for myself but one can never truly become strong. I thought love was sickening, because I was envious that I was never loved, perhaps all this time...I feared it? If I exist to protect those precious to me, do you think someone would grow to love me?" She asked, mainly to herself.
For the first time in years, Kat smiled, a small smile that seemed to make her delicate face radiate. For the first time in years, she was happy.
ooc: How sweet *blows nose* I can believe I just wrote something so sentimental LMAO! | |
| | | Ichiyashago Shinikage
Posts : 594 Join date : 2008-10-10 Age : 34 Location : constantly moving
| Subject: Re: Depression Sun Dec 07, 2008 11:32 am | |
| "Now that smile, looks great on you... and I KNOW you would get loved, but you just got to be patient" Ich says as a red cardinal landed on his index finger | |
| | | Neko Jinchuuriki
Posts : 2013 Join date : 2008-02-11 Location : Meow, litter box?
| Subject: Re: Depression Sun Dec 07, 2008 1:47 pm | |
| Neko's already great smile turned into a grin. "Love.. Is a word I use a lot. Love is what creates the bonds we share. I already love you and Ichichi-kun, Kat-chan. You are already loved by Gaara-kun. You brought him back. You saved him from a world of darkness. You saved.. Me.
"The want, the need to protect people who you care for, it is all created by love. It is what we all need, yet, this world is growing short on it. That's why.. That's why.." She poked Kat's cheek, where the smile ended. "..You need to keep smiling. You need to show people that you will except them with love, even if they did bad things. Not many people understand that, most people think that what they need is revenge. But that's not how you love. That is not love. Love is to forgive. Love is to make an attempt to understand why the person thinks that way."
Neko lowered her hand back down, staring off into the desert. "Not even Gaara-kun understands that yet. But he will. One day. One day I'll make sure that everyone is happy and loved. So no one.." A tear rolled down one of her cheeks. "No one will ever be alone again." | |
| | | Kat of the Desert Genin
Posts : 572 Join date : 2008-05-30 Age : 31 Location : Verifying Her Existence
| Subject: Re: Depression Sun Dec 07, 2008 5:07 pm | |
| ooc: Damn, your character is wise...
Kat finally understood. She had thought of love as a bond between lovers or between a parent and child but she never thought of love through another person's perspective. So all this time, her hate for it was only in vain? "This is yet another pointless question, but how did I save you. I only befriended you and you are surrounded by friends..."
She nodded "Perhaps, if Uchiha Sasuke had known of what you just told me then he wouldn't have been so quick to throw everything away for something so silly as revenge...and perhaps Naruto would not have tried to kill me... You are wise beyond your years, Neko." | |
| | | Neko Jinchuuriki
Posts : 2013 Join date : 2008-02-11 Location : Meow, litter box?
| Subject: Re: Depression Mon Dec 08, 2008 12:47 pm | |
| ooc: She's lived through hell, when you go through something bad and come out of it, you've got to be at least a little smart! Neko's head shot back to Kat, her expression almost blank. "Gaara-kun died.. A very long time ago.. Unfortunatly, I am an aweful person who left him in his worst time. You brought him back but for four years I stayed away, trying to figure everything out. He was a ghost for a while, I was the only one who could see him yet I selfishly ran away..." she was shaking a bit, although her face was still blank. "By the time I came back, he had grown to believe that he had done something wrong. That was my fault. I couldn't do anything to help him and you did." She stepped forward, hugging Kat while sobbing a bit. "If you didn't bring him ba-ack, Kat-chan, I think I would've died." She sobbed, creating a blotch of tears on Kat's shoulder. "I couldn't do anything to help and everyone was yelling at me.. You saved him, therefore you saved m-me.." | |
| | | Ichiyashago Shinikage
Posts : 594 Join date : 2008-10-10 Age : 34 Location : constantly moving
| Subject: Re: Depression Mon Dec 08, 2008 5:03 pm | |
| Ich was surprised that Gaara died in his life for once, but he turns his attention to Kat again and grabbed a flower that has Kat's hair style and hair color/shade and hands it to Kat and says, "Love might be eternal, but friends are forever" | |
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