Just Training

"n-no...no no no...its-its not..." she smiled, trying to confort him "its shukukas!"

He started to shake his head faster. "It is my fault.. I couldn't stop him.." He put his hands to his face. "I'm a monster.."

"no...no your not" swiss said moving into gaaras face "your not gaara...dont-dont ever think that..."
thats...thats what master calls me...

He continued to shake his head around. "I am!" He covered his face with his hands. "I've been a monster my whole life! I've killed so many people.. all because I thought it was my purpose in life.." He stopped shaking his head. "Why couldn't I be normal.. like everyone else.."

"im-im not normal etheir..." swiss looked into his eyes "when i was little, my father told me i was nothing...that...that i was a monster to..." she moved her face closer "do...do i look like a-a monster...?"

He slowly took his hands from his face and looked at her. "N-no.." He looked down. "You don't look anything like one.. but.. I don't either, do I? I don't look like one, but I am.." He looked at her again. "My father used to say those things too.. until I killed him.."

"no gaara..." swiss held his hnds, not taking her eyes off his. "their...wrong...our fathers...were not monsters...were-were not..." she stated tearing up

He stared into her eyes, seeing the tears. "W-why.. why don't you think I'm a monster..?"

"gaara..."she blinked the tears off "well...why dont you think im a monster...?"

He continued to stare at her. "It's just.. an instict.. I know your not a monster.. you couldn't possibly be one.."

"B-but i am" she lifted her arm showing a bracelet(im copying off fruits basket...lol)"this...if you tae it off..." swiss looked at his eyes, deep into em. "ill become a monster..."

OOC: YOU GUYS FREAKING POST TOO MUCH! IF I MISSED SOMETHING IMPORTANT I'M SORRY BUT I CAN'T READ ALL OF IT!

*is still standing there shocked by Gaara almost killing her and Neko*
*shakes her head*
*runs halfway to where Gaara is*

Gaara?

He looked at Swiss. "It is like a barier.. if it goes away then you will become a monster.." He looked down. "But.. it's not the same with me.. I don't have anything to stop myself from being one.." He turned his head and looked at Kani, then looked down again. "Kani, I'm sorry.."

ooc: Basically Gaara went nuts, Hitori told him to stop, Shukaku came and terrorized the land, Neko popped up to where Gaara's body was attached to on Shukaku's head and Gaara remembered her, causing Gaara to wake up and Shukaku faded away to sand, then Gaara and Neko fell and Swiss was going to catch them but Gaara relized that if he fell ontop of Swiss then her would break her back so he stopped his fall with sand and landed on his head, and now we're here O.o wow, that explanation was longer than my original post XD

"yes..." swiss looked to kani "but shukuka is your monster..mine...its me..."

He looked at Swiss. "My whole life, everybody looked at me and pointed, shouting monster or freak.. nobody ever called Shukaku the monster, it was always me! Shukaku isn't my monster, he is me.."

"shukuka isnt you...shukuka is a ugly demon who wants you to think hes you. but hes not. shukuka is someone who wants to kill...tell me gaara...do you want to kill me?"

He looked at her with a serious face, then looked away. "I.." He looked down, hiding his face in the shadow of his hair and his shoulders starting to shake. "I-I..."

"do you gaara...?" she came in closer

He felt his knees give out on him, falling to them. "I.. can't.." He kept his head down, still hiding it from her. He started to shake his head. "Don't.."

Nobody notices the fact that Hitori flew across the forest wacked her head against a tree is now lying there unconsciuos bleeding to death but everything is A-OK.
OOC: Swiss your copying me that idea is copyrighted now if only I knew how to make that little C in a circle damn stoopid-ness YOU CAN"T COPY ME >.< And if you make out with Gaara Kani will stand there like "OH MY GOD!" and Neko will probably pop out of nowhere and eat you and I will be dead somewheres in ze forest so I won't really know what the hell is going on and holy crap my OOC thingie is very long EWWWWWW >.<

He remembered something about Hitori, then quickly popped back up and looked around frantically. "Where's Hitori?! She was here not long ago.."

ooc: Omg.. C in a circle XD and vat ish this about making out? O.o I don't think Gaara knows how LMAO

ooc: huh? how did i copy yooh again...?SORRY IF I DID! I KNOOW HOW ANNOYING COPYING CAN BE!! I DIDNT KKKNNNOOOWWW!! SORRY! OOPS! fergot bouts yooh! HERE COMES SUPA SWISS!

"I THINK SHE GOT THAWKED INTO THE FOREST!" swiss paincked forgeting bout the conversation she was having "IM COMING HITORI!
[grans gaaras ahnd, and pulls him around looking for hitori]

He put a hand to his head. "You go.. look for Hitori.. my head is hurting.."

"ok!' swiss stopped and turned to him "get better...ok?"
[gives thumbs up and winks]
[runs off looking for hitori]

He sat down on the grass and held his head, starting to feel his vision go blurry. "Okaay.." He closed his eyes. "Where is Neko.. and Kani.."