Showing Ich Around

Tears started to leak out of the corners of her eyes and she slides down the counter to sit on the floor.

"Ich...I'm afraid that because I told you...that Malenko might ask me to kill you. I don't think that's going to happen but...I'm afraid that there's a chance..."

"But maybe he might not... I really like you Kani, you mean a lot to me" Ich says as tears started forming in his eyes, "Fear can't control your life if you don't want it to... I got rid of my fear and now I'm not afraid of most things... and if something terrible happens, I'll try and get through it, because you are one of my truest (is that a word?), Dearest friends every." A tear slid down his right cheek

(it is but I don't think you spelt it right...)

Kani looked up at him.

"I don't want to hurt you but if he asks me to I have to...I'd kill myself if I hurt you..."

She bit her lip and looked at the floor.

"But you're right...I shouldn't let fear rule my life..."

"Kani... I'll kill myself if Ihurt you"

Ich forms a tear in his eye

"I want to protect you with myself... I would go to any lengths to help you... in any way I can..."

Kani looked up at him then stood up and walked over. She looked up a little, since he was still a bit taller then her.

"It's time I stop letting fear rule my life."

Then she gave him a small kiss on the cheek then blushed.

"I don't want to hurt you...and I'll kill anyone who will."

Ich blushes and says, "And I'll kill anyone who will hurt you"

Kani crossed her arms and stared at the floor.

"I'm sorry if Itsuki(?) was your friend..."

"Actually... at that time... I had no friends... and I saved someone before that... that made me feel good so I started acting like a hero... you know... but I just met her, and she wasn't my friend... yet..." Ich says nicely

Kani nodded.

"It still...afterwards I couldn't actualy believe what I did..."

"But as you said... you were ordered and Malenko was the only thing that you looked up to in this life at this time... and for me I had nobody to look upon on... or down on... but when I met you... You gave me a thrill when you hurt Itsuki... but not a good kind of thrill... I'm rambling right now... aren't I?" Ich asks

Kani laughed a bit.

"No...I know what rammbling is and you're not."

She looked up at him.

"What do you mean I gave you a thrill? Like you suddenly got defencive or something?"

"No... I meant like it was the thing that sparked my life back into the way it is right now... and I entirely thank you for that Kani" Ich says truthfully

Kani stared at him, confused.

"So you mean...by lying to you...I got your life back on track?"

Ich nods

Kani nods slowly, confused about how that could work.

"How does that work...doesn't lying to someone usualy put them off?"

"Yes, but sometimes it is the other way around... because of the lie, I became good friends with you, but if I heard it was a lie back then, I would've killed you" Ich says truthfully

Kani bit her lip, smiling slightly, and nodded.

"I suspected as much..."

She looked up at him.

"The killing if you found out about the lie part..."

"But... now that you've explained, I understand how you felt... I really trust you with whole my life right now" Ich pronounces truthfully

Kani lets out a short life.

"Please...do me a favor...don't say that outloud."

She shook her head.

"And I'm sorry if this is rude but...you can't possibly understand what was going on. And please dont even try."

"I will understand... I have over a millenia's worth of knowledge in my brain because of my eternal life until you helped me... so try and tell me... I want to help you" Ich says with a soothing tone in his voice

Kani sighed and stared at the ground.

"It's unexplanible...I couldn't begin to try...""

"Just think it, and I'll read it... and I improved the jutsu to painless now" Ich says truthfully

Kani let out a short laugh.

"Or else I would have kicked your ass when I got up this morning."

Confusing...no one around...dazzed...destiny...painful...disorienting...painful...lonely...hurt...help...follower...trying to making Malenko happy...living puppet...

Ich chuckled before reading Kani's mind and after he was done, he simply says, "I totally understand"

Kani shook her head.

I want someone around but I don't...i want to be left alone but I dont...Malenko gives me both but neither in the way of a true friend...he is a friend but not in the way you or Neko are...if I were to have met him under any other cercumstances we probably would have been friend's either way but probably not as much as we are now, since I feel mentaly and personaly tied to him...